Spaztastic

Tired

Fri, 23 Jun 2006 06:34:27 GMT

It's 11:32 PM and I'm tired! I haven't posted in over a week! Whoopsie. I guess I've been kinda busy doing who know's what. Last time I posted it was two weeks till camp. Now it's less than one! Woo! I really can't wait. It'll be good to get away from all the fighting and stuff at my house.

I'm getting over a cold. It's disgusting. I've been sick ever since I got a caffeine headache and after that I've been sick. Hopefully I'm not sick when it's time for camp. Eep.

Can't think of anything else, so bye! :P

As Liz says...Bah

Tue, 13 Jun 2006 04:06:05 GMT

Life's been pretty dull since I last updated. I went shopping for camp, been sick with guilt, and...that's about it. Dull, dull, dull.

I won't say why I've been sick with guilt, but lemme just say this: I hate my conscience. It's evil and it hates me. It makes me feel so sick when I'm guilty. Bah.

A woman at my church spent $150 on me today, buying shirts, pants, socks, a water bottle, sunscreen, shampoo, conditioner, soap, deoderant, toothpaste, teddy grahams, starbursts, a camera, a flashlight and...I think that's it. O.o Who knows?

Wow...Five Days

Fri, 09 Jun 2006 19:12:57 GMT

I can't believe it's been about five days since I've updated this cursed thing. I haven't even really been that busy.

The other day I went shopping, zomg. I actually cut my hair a bit, so now I have bangs. zomgagain. I also actually bought two shirts that actually make me look like an actual girl instead of an actual guy. My sister keeps calling me a 60s outcast, because apparently, that's what the bangs make me look like.

I'm also sunburned, so my sister is now calling me a 60s outcast who turned into a tomato. It might be funny the first time you say it, but once she's said it a billion times, it's kinda stupid. And I know I certainly don't find it funny. She might, though.

I've got camp at the end of June for four days. I don't know how I'm going to survive without DM or PP for four whole days. :P No computers, no electronics, just me and spiritual stuff and nature. Yes, it's a church camp. Yeah, there's electric stuff there, like lights, but we can't bring cell phones, CD players, iPods, hair dryers, or anything like that. The water there is FREEZING. Zomg. Last year some chick went into hypothermia and so from then on, we had to get out every fifteen minutes. What also sucks is the younger campers, meaning the ones were aren't sixteen and seventeen and aren't leaders, can't take showers in the mornings. We have to wait until freetime and waste time that we could spend on swimming or arts and crafts or something.

Happy birthday to Johnny Depp! I love that man. He's so hunky. But he's not hotter than Orlando Blooooooooooooooom!

Ugh

Mon, 05 Jun 2006 05:14:20 GMT

These days are going by so incredibly slowly. The days go by pretty fast because I'm busy at DM, but at night when no one is around and DM is sleeping, I'm bored out of my mind. It's hard to believe that the last day of school was the day before yesterday. Seems much longer than that. >.<

Liz was modded on DM! I'm sooo happy for her! But she might not have gotten the job if Allo hadn't asked me for suggestions on who to mod the Harry Potter Section, and I suggested Liz immediatly. I so own her. :P I also mod the Intro Forum now because I asked Allo if she was going to have anyone mod it, and she pondered it, and I said, "*coughmecough*" She laughed and said okay. So now I've rewritten the Newbie Adoption Agency post, originally made by Natalie.

I did a cleansweep of my MSN list, so if you didn't make it, I'm sorry but I only kept the people I'm actually in contact with.

I'm thinking about leaving PP. I'm ignored there, people don't listen, and I'm not as comfortable there as I used to be. It's just boring there and I hardley go there anymore anyway. I'm too busy with DM. DM's been taking all of my computer time, but I'm perfectly fine with that. I'm glad I didn't get the moderator job on PP. If I modded DM and PP at once, I'd go insane and prolly have to choose. I'd choose DM.

Allo resigned as a admin. She announced in her farewell letter that we all knew that it was temporary of her being an admin again. I didn't know and I was a bit upset, but I'm all good now. At least she's not leaving DM completely. She also said that DM is going to be needing another admin soon and Allo said in our MSN conference that I might be leading the reins of warning soon (long story). I asked if she was implying something or teasing, and she said a bit of both, so you never know. I'd LOVE to be an admin for DM. But Lucinda is probably going to get it.

I don't know what Lucinda's deal is right now. She's ignoring and avoiding me and she ignored my PM and I don't know what the hell I did wrong. I don't know if I can mod Hufflepuff with someone who doesn't really do anything and HATES her fellow mod. *sigh* Who knows?

I've gotten back into roleplaying. I started on PP, didn't like it, so I went to DM and tried it and now I'm hooked. I'm currently in the middle of waiting for a new character to be sorted. I was making the character, aiming to be a Gryffindor so Liz and I could roleplay together in the Gryff common room, but we totally forgot about it when Liz got modded. So I just finished the character up after she left.

That's it for now. Toodles!

Love n' stuff,
Ashlee

Yup

Sun, 04 Jun 2006 16:06:04 GMT

My sister is finally asleep, so that's good. She's not as pissy as she was last night, but she still is a lil bit. She's refusing to talk to me, so that's a plus. w00t.

We had a bit of trouble on DM yesterday. To people, Laur and the Sea Witch start spamming and trolling. Laur began spamming Huffle and since Lucinda wasn't on, it was up to me to take care of it while Sea Witch spammed After Dark and Maximo took care of it. It was just me and her taking care of the lil trolls, going warn crazy, when Allo came on and banned them both. Laur said I wasn't speshul. *sniff* I can't believe I used to actually not dislike her. :P

I think it was cool that Emma (Maximo) and I acted so quickly, though. She just IM'ed me on MSN and told me that there was trouble in Hufflepuff. I merged Laur's thread with the random thread and went down to After Dark to see what Emma was doing, and I saw the Sea Witch spamming. Then Emma told me there was trouble in Huffle again, so I was off again. She triple posted, and I warned her, even though she was already leaving. She said she'd been gummified and I just cracked up at that. It's now in my signature and my favorite quote evah.

I introduced myself in the staff introduction thread, and now I feel like that finalized me being a mod. I feel like part of the team since yesterday because Emma and I worked so well together yesterday. w00t!

Love n' stuff,
Ashlee

Freak...

Sun, 04 Jun 2006 05:00:50 GMT

I really hate my sister. She can never leave me alone. She's annoying and rude. She gets all mad if she does something annoying and we get mad about it. How would you like it if YOUR sister stuck stuffed animals in your face everytime you get on the computer? Then she'll get all pissed for the rest of the day.

At the moment, she's pissy because we made her get off the computer because it's my turn for it. She's now calling me a freak, fat, crazy, patehtic, stupid..anything she can come up with. I feel like crying. She's really hurting me. I want to move in with my dad but my mom doesn't want me to because she'll feel like I'm not hers anymore. No offense, but I think that's just a bit selfish. She'll let Emily terrorize me as long as I'm still 'hers'. Or maybe that just makes me selfish. I don't know, but I'm kind of pissed at my mother too for not doing anything to get Emily off my back.

I feel like I have no friends. April and Mikayla are gone for the summer, Sabrina and I haven't spoken in months, Emily tells me constantly that I have no friends...

And I feel like I'm doing a bad job as a moderator. Ever since I became a mod, AD and KA are like....dead. It feels like the members hate me or something. Maybe I'm just being a drama queen. But everytime I ask the other staff members for feedback, they completely avoid the question like they're afraid to hurt my feelings or something.

I seriously think my sister is crazy. She has headphones on, yet she keeps telling me to turn the music down. No, sorry. Screaming at me. She can go into our room at any time, but nooo. She doesn't want to! Why should my dear sister do anything that she doesn't want to?! GRRRRR!!!!

Gumminator

Sat, 03 Jun 2006 18:21:34 GMT

Okay. I rewrote the OW rules, had my name changed to Gumminator, and it really sucks. I don't even really see why OW needs a mod. Hardly anyone goes there. Oh well. I loff it.

I got out of school yesterday. I was surprised I didn't mention it here. Oh well. Maybe I was too tired to focus on anything. Ha.

Good morning, starshine!

Sat, 03 Jun 2006 17:54:06 GMT

Peoples on DM are being so cruel! Three peeps keep calling me Gumminator in the random thread and then Ash pressured me into letting someone dare me in the Truth or Dare thread in KA and Emma dared me to changw my username to Gumminator for a week! This really sucks. I hate to bother Allo; that's why I don't like the changing username dares because it bothers the admins. Maybe I should talk to Ytter and see what he thinks about banning that dare. But I should wait until my name is actually changed for week, or they'll all think I made the rule so I didn't have to change my name.

I never realized that being a moderator kept you so busy. In just two days, I've warned someone, PMed people about signatures, decreased warnings, moved and closed threads, made a new rule, rewrote AD rules, made KA rules, and stopped an argument in the mod recommendation thread. I'm thinking about rewriting the rules for OW. Luckily, I don't have to talk to anyone about that, because I mod OW by myself. That's one of the reasons I like modding by myself is because I don't have to check with anyone before I do anything.

Lisa said she was a bit jealous of me becoming a mod. I know she wants to be one very badly, and I thought it was going to ruin our friendship, but it hasn't. We actually had a very long chat on MSN and I got to hear her squeeish accent. She thinks she doesn't have one. It's the biggest Australian accent I've ever heard. :P

Toodles.
Love n' stuff,
Ashlee

Heck yeah!

Fri, 02 Jun 2006 02:36:12 GMT

I got a modding job at DM and I'm super happy! I mod After Dark, Knockturn Alley, Original Works, Hufflepuff, and Tech Support. Though, all the mods run Tech Support, so that really doesn't count. :P

This is really something that I've been wanting for almost four years. I have a bit of a bad history at DM from when I was younger, but apparently, I've redeemed myself. Ren and Allo were apparently talking about modding me even before I started whining in my Hufflepuff diary. :P So Allo replied to the diary and offered the position of Hufflepuff mod to me, and I accepted. Then Ren and I chatted on MSN about what other forums I wanted to mod. Ren also wanted me to mod OW, but she wasn't sure what other forums I wanted to mod. So I suggested KA and AD, and she accepted and w00t. I'm the only mod for KA and OW. I mod AD with Maximo and Hufflepuff with Lucinda. She's awesome, btw. :D

I can't believe tomorrow is the last day of school. This year went by super fast. It seems like only yesterday was orientation and I was getting my schedule. *sniff* I'm prolly gonna start bawling when April and Mikayla get off the bus on the way home, as I won't see them. :(

Love n' stuff,
Ashlee

Tired and Nervous

Thu, 01 Jun 2006 20:48:10 GMT

Before I get started on all my spazalicious rambling, lemme tell y'all a lil about myself. My name is Ashlee, aka Spaz, I attend to major Harry Potter message boards: Phoenix Prophecy and DarkMark. I'm hoping to get a job at DM as a moderator, so keep your fingers crossed. I'm 14 years old, I live in California, and my best IRL friends are April, Mikayla, and Sabrina. My best online friends are pretty much everyone at DM and PP. I love 'em all. I have fifteen cousins, twelve of them being step cousins. I have seven siblings, four being my step siblings. My sibs are: Dawn (21), David (20), Emily (16), Michael (15), Sarahbeth (13), Jesse (10), and Jackson (2). The last four are my step siblings. The first two are my half siblings.

Okay, today was very short at school since we had finals today and tomorrow, which is the last day. I'll be graduating the ninth grade and moving on to be a sophomore in the tenth grade. I can't wait. Emily is actually going to be a junior. Woooow.

Since we didn't have enough money to buy a yearbook, I got April to bring me a bunch of paper and I made it my own and called it 'Spaz's Sad Excuse for a Yearbook'. :P I had all my friends sign it and tomorrow I'm going to have everyone in choir sign it, as that's my favorite class. April and Mikayla each get a page to themselves since they rock. Sabrina lives in Utah, so she can't sign it. :(

I'll add more later. w00t. Or as Liz says, w0t. :D

Love n' stuff,
Ashlee